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Im feeling kind of down right now. Better said, im depressed.
My Gf dumped me, over the cellphone for real. I expected she wanted to say that, but right now I cannot handle that emotionally since my grandmother is in the hospital with a high fever.
The weather is reflecting my mood, its raining non stop and doesnt help me to cheer up one bit either.
Gaia isnt helping either by not letting me post with my own account.

My friends are great and are trying to cheer me up, but I just dont want anyone to try it.....partly anyhow. I dont want to hear their words, yet I feel better when I just talk to them normally without them trying to feel sorry for me.

As I said, all of this is just too much for me to handle. I have Gaia and my friends in RL to come by to cheer me up a bit, and I act quite normal if they do. But if they leave I can just start crying on any moment even when im not really thinking about it.

This is the only reason why Im not so sure anymore about marrying Kisa....at least not now.