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That feeling you get when you realize something startling Yeap, I've got that feeling, and that feeling is that I am a pessimist. Everytime I write something with a character, there's a flaw and the character seems to be out of touch with everything. Me? I have no flaws, that aren't behavioral, but I do seem to be out of touch with most things. Poetry too, no happiness. I'd make a horrible children's book author, all doom and gloom crap. What I'm trying to say is: I have too much time to myself and I have no one to share it with. Saying "Something will happen one day" only works for so long and my time is running out on reassurance. Oh well, the only important thing to me right now is my schoolwork, everything else is a desire that puts in random bouts of sadness at any point in any day. I need to stop thinking. Is there anyone else here like me?

Posted by: LymanAlpha Sat May 03, 2008 @ 04:35am

I am your savior, I am corruption, I am the angel, of your destruction. I am perversion, secret desires, I am your future, swallowed up in fire.
I believe in the Habsburg family motto: A.E.I.O.U. All Earth Is Our Undertaking.

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Mia_Marque
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Fri Jul 04, 2008 @ 04:12am

-Not a stalker, just browsing profiles and journals-
There are more people like you out there than you'll ever believe. I'm one. After so many things go wrong, or don't go at all, you can't help but get a little cynical. It's hard to believe that tomorrow will be better, but if you want to ever be happy then you have to anyway.

Muffled Memories
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Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 06:06pm

I agree with Mia, which also means I understand what you mean.. or at least think I do.

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