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I shall post a string from an AIM convo with a friend of mine of what basicly happend, enjoy.
MorbidHumanz: remind me not to be a passenger with dustin[ex-fiance] again....
AMD268: excuse me..
AMD268: umm...
AMD268: what..
AMD268: ......
MorbidHumanz: mom kicked me out, right? well-she was saying it and really getting at me. Dustin was stopping in and then takeing his friend back down to NC so I went with em, just thinking it would be a 1 night thing.
MorbidHumanz: few hours into the drive, around a sharp turn thing, the road "sneaks up" on him and we hit 2 of the signs, one of which flys straight into the windshield, luckly it held up otherwise it would have been through me.
MorbidHumanz: I wind up stranded.
MorbidHumanz: on base...
AMD268: first off
AMD268: how the FUC Kdid you get on base without an id...
AMD268: i couldnt
AMD268: i had to have a CO approve me to see charlie
MorbidHumanz: cuz I was a passenger...
AMD268: yea..
MorbidHumanz: they never once asked for an ID from me.
AMD268: what happend
AMD268: nice knowing you were ok..
MorbidHumanz: well, dustin sgt. basicly gives him orders to get me home that day. It didnt happen.
AMD268: ...
MorbidHumanz: one of his frineds let me and devin stay at their place untill we could find some cash for a bus ticket for me.
MorbidHumanz: everyone took good care of me ^^
AMD268: yea
AMD268: connect
MorbidHumanz: ::has a sidebag full of MREs [or whatever theyre called]::
MorbidHumanz wants to directly connect.
AMD268 is now directly connected.
MorbidHumanz: oh yeah, somehow I got lice while I was gone during the 3 week binge so I had to cut my hair..its too ******** short! -.-
AMD268:
AMD268: thanks for being there..
AMD268: 12 hours worth
MorbidHumanz: man, someone cannot draw faces...
AMD268: not done
MorbidHumanz: thats kewl you got that tat jamie drew ^^
AMD268: yea..
MorbidHumanz: oh..parents are being dicks and dont want me useing the computer anymore.
MorbidHumanz: I got home this morning, just me being glad I am safe and glad to see home again. First thing I hear out of mom is her putting words into my mouth and tearing everything I told her into little threads of s**t and makeing me feel like Im a bad person and whatnot, she was going to call the cops mon me b/c I wanted to sleep -.-
AMD268: ?
MorbidHumanz: ??
AMD268: aye
MorbidHumanz: blah.
AMD268: *dosnt know what to think anymore*
MorbidHumanz: I'm ready to pack up some things, and find 25cent to catch a bus to the homeless shelter.
AMD268: yea..
AMD268: have fun with that..
MorbidHumanz: you ok?....
AMD268: ...?
AMD268: gee
AMD268: you disapear for a few days
AMD268: i have no idea..
AMD268: find out you were with dustin..
MorbidHumanz: sorry I couldnt call... :<
AMD268: of all people..
AMD268: you did this s**t with rachel...
AMD268: ...
MorbidHumanz: to be honest, he disapeared on me after the first day.
MorbidHumanz: I've not seen him sence like, monday.
AMD268: yea
AMD268: but
AMD268: you left with your x
AMD268: what am i supose to think..
AMD268: its like a game all of a sudden..
AMD268: and this BS and drama..
MorbidHumanz: ..something wrong with being friends?
AMD268: nvm
MorbidHumanz: fine, if you dont want to deal with things...
AMD268: its nice to know whats up
AMD268: and not having to worry about
AMD268: oh..she ok.
AMD268: wtf is going on
AMD268: damn she disapered
MorbidHumanz: I tryed to call but I couldnt find your ******** number.
AMD268: ..
AMD268: aye
MorbidHumanz: could have called my parents...
AMD268: didnt want to get yelled at
AMD268: after all
AMD268: you told me they were kicking you out
MorbidHumanz: true.
MorbidHumanz: thats your own fault though, but if you really wanted to know you coulda dealt with that.
AMD268: ....
AMD268: i love you to death
AMD268: but i never know whats going on
MorbidHumanz: I need a cell phone.
AMD268: yes
MorbidHumanz: or a better way to keep numbers.
AMD268: ....
AMD268: you and dustin just friends
AMD268: right..
AMD268: nothing happend
MorbidHumanz: right.
AMD268: you going tobe home
AMD268: from now on ?
MorbidHumanz: I dont really know
AMD268: ....
MorbidHumanz: mom wants me out.
AMD268: why..
MorbidHumanz: because she likes to make assumptions about me and she is still going on about raychel and how she hates all of my friends
MorbidHumanz: I understand alot of the points thats shes made, but alot of them make -no- sence, at ******** all.
AMD268: just put up with it
AMD268: ok
MorbidHumanz: like I'm 14 still. pfft.
AMD268: get back on your feet
MorbidHumanz: if I can get a job, me and tasha are going to try and get a trailer near a Fred stop.
MorbidHumanz: ASAP.
AMD268: ....
AMD268: -.-
AMD268: *really...really dosnt like her...*
MorbidHumanz: no, I will not put up with their bullshit forever.
AMD268: shes the one that told me you were whoring yourself out
AMD268: otld me ALOT Of bs lies
AMD268: shes the one that strted this s**t
MorbidHumanz: moms still calling me a whore, one of her assumptions while I was stuck on base is that I ******** anything with legs. that..really..pissed me off and I started ******** crying, how the ******** can my own mother say that
AMD268: well did you
MorbidHumanz: why cant I have fun without that s**t ******** being assumed -.- I didnt even drink or anything even though it was available to me.
MorbidHumanz: no!!!
AMD268: than dont listin to her about it
MorbidHumanz: how can I not listen? he voice echos in my head.
AMD268: i dunno
MorbidHumanz: I try, but she continues reapeating this negative s**t. I love her to death but NO.
AMD268: aye
AMD268: *wonders whats going to happen to us*
MorbidHumanz: I will not let her drag down my happyness, I've been full of laughs and giggles.
MorbidHumanz: till now.
AMD268: ...
Just to fill in a bit more, devin, is one of dustins friends on base. We got to talking, and I find that he is like an ubber sweet guy and as far as I could tell, what I've been looking for, I basicly fell for him right then and there. They were haveing field day, so I had to stay away from him the next day...it tore both of us apart so he kept sending me love notes on bits of news paper while I was in the Rec. room ^_^
Anyways, he treats me as a whole person, an equal half. Everything, I've never fallen so hard in my life. I didn't want to date another marine, and the good news? He just got an honrary discharge...hes a ******** civilian now. I've never been passionate that much in my life..over and over .@_@ ok ok...before I give all of the personal details out, I will go swoon somewhere else. ******** fate my being stranded I tells you.
 ZeIzabella · Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 12:05am · 0 Comments |
