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dude, dude, dude,
do I ever have some exciting news.
K so last weekend, like the one that was just a few days ago was amazing, my friend's birthday party was awesome, it wasn't a huge party like at prime time there were like 40 ppl max. but it was alot of fun. and some old friends came down for it. there was some drama there too and a bit of a fight. a hole was kicked in one of the walls, and her moms car was slightly scratched. so we put wall tape paper stuff over top and painted it so it looked better (because they just re-painted the room) and about the car it was teeny tiny, but i we found black car paint and they were gonna fix it up a fix. but it was fun.
omg i almost forgot, a few ppl went to mcdonalds to get food but by the time he got there the one guy forgot what he was gonna get us all so he ordered 20 hashbrowns. holy crap eh?
I came home sat afternoon and then went out again later with friends and it was fun and sunday i deff just lounged around then went out for dinner with my sis and mom.
THEN
THIS IS THE SECOND BEST PART
I cant say it was the best thing about the weekend b/c friday night was, but this was pretty cool too
the boy called.
he had been drinking stare and he started to talk to me on msn as soon as i logged on then put on the webcam. any one with dirty minds go away, no this is clean, this is my clean story, okay?
but yeah so then he was like i wanna talk to you call me, and i said i wasn't gonna call him 11 o'clock on a sunday night so he called me biggrin
we talked for like 35-40 mins. which actually is alot for a person whoms voice you haven't heard in 2 years. we talked and talked and for once i felt that I kinda had the one up on him. cause usually it is the other way around. anyways, I dunno, i really liked just talking to him and hearing his voice again, it was like we were best friends and this was just another night I would see him the next day.
he kept saying how cool it was that he was talkign to me and he couldn't believe it and then he said a few times that he missed me and we should hang out sometime. well when he said he missed me I couldn't say it back, well yes of course I missed him but I am not gonna say ti back when he's been drinking. thats could lead him into thinking things that he might not want to but cant control it because of the vodka. and the fact my mom was around the house and could hear me and I didn't want her to think I was going all sappy on a boy, and xboyfriend, who was dating some other girl about 45 mins away.
(p.s. he said him and the other girl broke up although she was still in his name, personal message and the display pic was still of them kissing afer he took the cam off...was he just too lazy or drunk to take them down, was what he said true)
If what he said was true then that would be amazing, no really amazing, like the light at the end of the tunnel, the spotlight of hope.
The unconfident worrying part of me wants to say that all he said and stuff he didn't mean he was just intoxicated, and couldn't control it. and that he lied about him and his gf breaking up and stuff just to see my reaction. that, that didn't mean anything to him but a little fun in his 'long night'.
The confident, hopeful, cup half full not empty part of me wants me to say that maybe he was a little intox. but why would he want to actually talk to me and try to have a real convo. talk to me over msn, webcam, phone then text. sometimes when people are drunk they spill out the truth right? at least it happens on tv shows aha. and emotions are harder to control? so he may have really actually felt that way right?
at least i keep trying to reassure myself of that. I really dont know what to think.
His birthday is coming up on May 3rd
Here is a secret:
I was gonna try to go down and make a surpise visit to him (probably at work, or call his cell first cause i would'nt wanna just show up on his doorstep incase he is still seeing that girl and is inside with her) and that would be amazing wouldn't it. like my best friend gets her lisence before school will be out and before i go to quebec so then that would be perfect timing. and borrow a vehicle for the weekend, grab some food and drinks.
HOW amazing would it be if I visited him on his birthday? like his birthday is the saturday. now my best friend wont have her lisence yet but i might be able to talk my parents into it if i can talk him into it.
p.s. wouldn't that be awesome?
I could stay over the night, in a spare bedroom or crash on a couch. that would be amazing I think. like if he came here for my birthday. mann I really hope it can work.
and since he likes drinking I could bring him some Jack Daniels and introduce him to Apple Jacks, apple juice and j.d.
but i wouldn't want anything happening while either of us were intoxicated. I wouldn't want there to be any excuses or regrets, only the truth.
I really hope it can work tho, I dont know how, but please cross you fingers and pray for it causee mannnn that is a primo idea right there.