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	Just. Me.
	Just. Me.


I feel like an idiot..Nass is leaving for months, and I'm crying my eyes out. I already miss him like hell..god I hate this..I just need to get away..how could I let myself get so attached..? God why can't I just sleep the rest of my life away? I'd imagine it'd be better..I mean afterall what happens in the end? Once again tears fall. I write. My heart closes. The end. I can't help feel it's worth it though..Lately everything has gotten worse, much worse.. I need to close back up and keep my feelings inside like before. It seemed better that way..atleast the illusion of satisfaction was mine..I'm droping weight like crazy..I'm down to 98 now..I don't want to eat..I don't want to sleep..I don't want to have to cry myself to the point my head aches every time I open my eyes. I think I may just leave gaia for some time soon..I don't know..start new something. I need to get away..I need to stop crying.. angel08 · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 06:13am · 2 Comments


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	Im sorry you are feeling so bad sad Im sure it hurts a lot and Im sorry you have to go through that. Sometimes the pain of things can blind us to all the good that has come from things. Im sure all the good times you have had with Nass are something you cherish greatly. Pain is a sad part of life, but try to look at the good that has come out of you being open. You have made new friends and made new memories that you will have for years to come. "It is better to have loved and lost then to never had loved at all." I cant remember who said that but I sorta applies to this sweatdrop I havnt been having the best of times on Gaia lately either, but I would not trade the good times I had, as a result of opening up to people, for anything. But I also know how painful it must be now for you sad but dont let the pain get the best of you and run your life, then you may miss out on some of the best things in life. Im always here if you need to talk Offline Scorp no Jutsu · Community Member · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 06:33am


	Angel, I'm sorry. I don't want you to hurt. But I'm glad you opened up, and I'm glad I got to know you. I'll be back, and I'll be here for you again, if you still need me. Dry your tears, little one. Life is a risk, but I would rather live that risk, than fear the pain it causes. I do feel pain now, but I have no regrets. And I will always cherish what I've felt. Life is life, because it is something we all experience, but because it is something we are given. I would take my gift for granted if it was too easy. I'll talk with you again, Angel. <3 Offline Nascentes Morimur · Community Member · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 07:17am

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