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It’s inside me…
That worm, it controls everything I do.
I can’t escape it. I want to feel, but I cannot.
That blasted worm is denying my right to be human.
If only I had voted against the new law.
They said “It’ll be great. There will be no crime, no hate, no war.”
I didn’t think about it when I voted. I thought “What the hell, this will improve society drastically.”

But oh no, no, no. In my opinion it’s sucked all the life out of society.
And now me and the rest of this world live in a twisted, warped reality. Where nothing is colourful and there is no imagination.
The worst thing is…I can never escape it. The thought of suicide doesn’t exist anymore.
In fact my thoughts don’t even exist. Everything I imagine is immediately destroyed by the worm. Then I get a train of my own supposed thought. Which is actually just a trail of information, the worm has made up and transmitted into my brain.

Wait a second. I can feel, I can think. I can imagine. Why is this?! The worm must of died or short circuited or something…I love it. I never want to let this feeling go!
Maybe this worm never existed. Maybe this was all a trick. Maybe the people who tricked me are still out there….Watching me. Waiting for me to realise I have been tricked. Am I a experiment? Is this the first stages of mind control..
I must escape this building. I must tell the world my discovery. I must stop this torture. Am I just imagining this.

Oh god I cannot take it….