Dunkel…I always knew you were the true heir. I…I used to be glad that you were. Actually, to tell the truth…I was happy.
I wanted to spend so much time with you… but… it wasn’t always that simple. You could do anything. You were always so popular…everyone praised and loved you.
We’re different, you and I… I was frustrated and I decided you were my rival! I had to beat you…especially with everyone not acknowledging God’s youngest son. Me.
All the angels…Lucifer…even father only took notice of you. I was always left out…never noticed…and never cared for. I did everything and anything I could to be noticed…and to have father say, “ That’s my boy!”
Stubborn as I was…I never let on what I really felt.
Truth was, I just wanted to be like you. You were my idol.
It’s not insignificant to me, you’re……my closest friend, as well as my brother.
In the end…right now…father is taking my life…ripping out the items from my body……maybe it was just me who thought we were…equals…
But then…that makes me…that would make me so stupid. Dunkel.
But…I can’t help it. I don’t know why I think this…but…why did you risk your own life for the safety of mine? I did nothing but cause pain and misery…for many lives, as well as my own…and yours. So…why?
…I never did understand that…and I guess I never will…… teh, the sand in the hourglass won’t help me now……I cannot rewrite time now…and go back…
“ My brother…it’s simply really…heh. It’s because I love you.”
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