yo! I'm feeling much happier at the moment, but today has been realy phsycologically hard, due to my... well you know. Anyway I just thought I'd write today about my most recent and scariest episode I've had yet, maybe you all can help me figure out what happened. It happened last night at about twon the morning, I had just watched butterfly effect and all of a sudden I woke up and I honestly believed that I was the main character in the story. I was freaking out about changing the future, I woke up with a feaver and shaking. My thoughts where going bazerk, and I thought all the characters where real, I didn't feel like I was being watched anymore I just thought I was in the movie. Anyway I couldn't get back to sleep and time was skipping and I kept getting hotter and hotter, I completely forgot that I was myself, in stead I was the main character in the movie. So at about four I got angry for some reason I and picked up my cat and threw him out of the room, still getting hotter and hotter, I than remembered who I was and where I was. So I tried to keep my perspective as myself but I couldn't. Whenever I closed my eye's there I was in the movie again. So I went down stairs and turned the tv on. finally I got to sleep, but even now at 5 in the evening the next day, I can't get the movie out of my head.
Maybe I was stressed, because I've been very stressed this week. Any comments about what it might be would be nice.
 cheerios8 · Tue Feb 19, 2008 @ 12:34am · 2 Comments |
