Holy Crap!
I haven't written in this thing in ages.
What a punk! whee
I'll brief ya'll i suppose.
The one formerly known as Boyfriend and I had a couple more run arounds.
I moved out of state- stare totaly not my idea- but what can you do when the guy your next meal depends on gets a jones, right?
By the way, that guy- the Goat Man- is a DOUCH-BAG! domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun domokun
But, NEWayz, Boyfriend told me that he wanted to get back together, so I planned everything on moving back. sweatdrop
As soon as I put my foot down that, yes, I'll move back to HELL to be with him- he changes his mind. evil
Now, well, I still love him, but he just needs to f^%$ing grow up! talk2hand
Untill he does, I can't keep letting myself get hurt.
Screw that, he can go hump a bush ok? ninja ok.
I just wish things didn't end up quite the way they did sad
there use to be good times
but, things change.
Part of me will wish for a long time that Boyfriend and me could have done that changing together cry maybe always eek
I don't know.
Donna-Mama told me that it'll hurt for a long time, and then one day I'll wake up and it won't hurt anymore. My mom said that, too- but either Donna explained it better or I just need to hear things more than once before i understand them. redface
I hope they're right neutral because I'm tired of hurting. emo
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