stressed so i need to write something. i am at school on the laptops but i am soooo aggrivated that if i do not write about it i will burst. chris and i got into a fight last night because i had an issue i wanted to share with him. when i told him he was fine then all of a sudden it changed for the worst. he began being a douchebag. i cried he held me he told me he loved me. Then he would change his demeanor and do it again. he told me he would not break up with me he loved me too much. then he decided to go home. he went home because he said if he stayed then all we would do is argue. 'well maybe if he listened to me instead of screaming and leavinvg everytime i said somethign he did not agree with' i am worried what if he changes his mind and dumps me then i will seriously never trust another guy as long as i live. i am worried and i can not do s**t about it until about 7pm tonight. i hope he comes over and tallks with me. i am scared but mad...what 2 weird combinations to feel. crying
 Orchids of Apocalypse · Wed Feb 13, 2008 @ 04:49pm · 0 Comments |
