Well, it's been forever since I last posted so I figured what the hey? Been busy since my last post. Lets see, prom happened. Kinda sucked, but there was better music than homecoming. Depressing as hell though. You always have these ideas of what you want your prom to be like. Your date, the place..both were nothing what I expected. First off, the guy who asked me couldn't come..nit sure if that was good or bad..I'm not all that attracted to him, but going as friends would have been a heck of a lot better methinks. And the decorations were fine, but you couldn't see them! They need to make the commons a little more romantically lit..You couldn't see anything practically..All that money on my hair and dress and you can't see either..Such a waste for so many girls..
Anywho, Graduation! Woot! That was pretty cool. I had such a big grin my cheeks hurt! blaugh Though Sarah kinda ruined it, I was all for crying if I felt the need, but then she said "I hope you cry" in such a rude way that I didn't just to spite her..Kinda spoiled the fun. That and everyone was too tired to do anything after so we ended up hanging at my buds for a bit and going home. Ah well, had some giggles at least.
Now for summer..Been ok so far. Me and Manda house sitted for about 10 days. Kinda boring, but nice change of pace. And now I work for my dad now and then gutting and cleaning up the house he's redoing. Hard work, but good money. And it'll give me work experience that will help me find a job when we're done. Though I guess I could paint for a living! Already made some painting a sheild for my Texan friend..I woulda just charged shipping if he'da let me. But nooooo, he liked it too much. Which is just peachy for me ^^ Ooo, and I get to keep half of what I sell on Ebay for my dad..He's got lots to sell so I should be good if I just get off my lazy bum to do it. xd
Hmm..oh yeah, future plans! Going camping on the 25th! Should be fun now that we have more peoples..And more to do here than the last place..also an awsome thing.
Only really sad thing Is that I'm missing my Johnathan..Wish I could see him more..But I guess some people just have to work right? Guess it's good in a way, this means he's more likely to see me by Christmas..Not just a picture, but the real thing! Better than anything else these people who claim to "love" me will do. At least he doesn't try to block me out yet claim to have only the deepest love for me... stare But who knows? maybe they're all just screwing with my heart for kicks and giggles..Guess I'll never know.
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