On the other hand, today hasn't been so great. I now feel worse than I did yesterday, my cold excalated from a sore throat to nausea, fever, coughing, runny nose, and man voice, while I slept. I can't call off work because I called off yesterday. I don't work tomorrow though. I can't miss school because it's finals week... and it sucks. I feel like falling over and dying... I wish I could be in a cold medicine coma on my bed with food network on the TV and a thousand cough drops in my tummy. I think that some one really hates me, I wish I didn't feel this way... I made Sam cry today, I didn't mean to... I just had to tell her how she was making me feel. She doesn't understand that I do so much for her, and I do whatever I can to not push her aside and to make her feel important. She still doesn't get it and she says I'm over reacting....so whatever. We'll work it out. There's too mush stress going on in my life and it's making me sick... so I guess I'll just try to hang on.
Bunn-eh · Mon Jan 14, 2008 @ 08:58pm · 0 Comments |