"I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you
I feel like I`m disappointing everyone around me. Everyone = family. I cannot do one happy thing for one parent without distressing the other. I cannot try to mend the wounds in our sides without getting someone angry. I wish I could fix the past, wish I didn't say things to certain parents, wish I can make it better. Wish I could talk more to be my dad and be less shy.
But sadly, its hard. and for now I'll continue to shy away from them.
 ivintages · Thu Jan 03, 2008 @ 08:28am · 1 Comments |
