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	I feel like sh!t. And it looks like I won't feel better ever


I thought today would be better.. No one was fighting atmy house.. Everyone was calmed down.. But, I was terribly wrong.. It started off finding out that my sister is getting married on Weds.. I am worried sick about her.. I don't want this guy a part of my family.. He is abusive and i can't stand to even hear his eff-ing name.. The best I can really do is to go and try to show that I am here for my sister for when she needs it.. I also decided to look up a poast friend of mine.. We where lovers.. i was curious if he remembered me or not.. So, I posted in his journal. Just to say hello and to see how he was doing.. I was hoping that we could befome friends.. I always worried about him.. I know for a fact that the last time I talked to him, he wasn't doingvery good at all.. But, it did not go good at all.. I felt so terribly bad for bugging him. I really wish that i never wrote in his journal.. I knew that this stuff would happen.. i am happy for a short time, then, I have my happiness ripped away from me like that.. I swear that I am cursed.. I can barely stand it anymore.. It's literally driving me up the wall.. That's about all.. I feel like total crap right now.. I wish that I could just go, cawl into bed, and die there.. quayla666 · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 03:37am · 8 Comments


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	hun im sorry youve had such a bad day but please don't mention things like "past lovers" and i hope things work out for your sister and stuff.....also your not cursed u just have bad luck Offline Lector · Community Member · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 06:10am


	poor reva.... i feel bad... feel hopfuly when we comeover on monday we can make you feel better ^_^ Offline Raven Dellanotte · Community Member · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 07:01am


	sorry to hear that reves, I feel bad for you. you need a friend ~BAM~ Landin appears~ tadda! well I hope everythign goes well and I will talk to you tomarrow if you read this and yes I will go to anime evolution mrgreen Offline Strifin · Community Member · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 04:51pm


	crying Sorry. Offline Lord Lester · Community Member · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 11:13pm


	Aww Lectors insecure. Offline Amazingemail · Community Member · Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 11:28pm


	im not insecure...i just prefere 2 think of the past as past....theres no point in bringing things up that happened in the past esspecially when it involves someone else having my girl.....cause frankly the thought of someone else touching her makes me wanna kill every ****** person she comes in contact with just 2 keep it from happening Offline Lector** · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 04:00am


	Sorry to hear you've had a shitty day. You can always come and escape and come here for a while, you know you're always welcome. We'll have loads of fun, I'll even reinact the whole Brolly thing if you want lol If you ever want to talk, call me, I always have a ear to fall off from listening ^^;; Offline Emo Flask · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 05:59am


	or better yet hun u come here and talk 2 me...i've got porn that'll make those pretty eyes go blind from trauma Offline Lector · Community Member · Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 06:02am

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