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~Love~
This is my first journal entry...Yeah Woohoo or whatever. I want to let people know how I feel. Being a teenager, like all teenagers, I hope for love. Yeah, I know, no duh. But, seriously, I see couples together wherever I go. I then think about the guys I hope that like me and I think Oh, please! Why would they like me? I mean, I don't think I'm that pretty. And THEN, I try to think positive....Hey, people have thought I'm pretty before. Hmmm...And what about THAT guy that just looked at me? Could it be? Pitiful, huh? Yeah, I know, totally. even my sister, who my friends don't even like, has had better luck than me. She starts to like a guy and then BAM!!! he likes her. Then she won't shut up about him. Then I watch them and I feel so.....I don't know...like unaccepted. I know, most of you reading this probably think I am some kind of desperate girl, looking for some hott guy that will accept me. And then some of you probably think I am some emo that cuts broken hearts in my arms. But both of those are totally not true. But, I mean, I do wanna find a hott guy. I'm just totally not desperate. To tell you the truth, I just want to feel that I am apart of the world. Also, I want to know some awesome guy likes me. I mean, for the guys reading this, doesn't it feel great when you find out the total hottie in your class or where you work hopes to hook up with you? Or something else. Argh Ok.....I think I'm just gonna take the anger out on something else......The stuff above wasn't anger, but still....oh well. Thanx for reading, if you did. Bye bye
P.S. ~ I am NOT asking for guys on Gaia to come asking me to be their girlfriend through the internet!!!!!!!!!!!! WARNING Guys: If you come asking me to be your internet girlfriend, I will hunt you down and beat you with a stick!!!! lol ^_^ Not really, but still..........
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