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hi,
right now my dad is being a butt.
and he promised me that i could go over to a friends house and he said no......and i was suppose to go to my moms house but my mom doesnt want me and my brother over until next week. so im suck with my dad.....and i really want to scream because i want be home until next week so i cant see my friend for another week.....and that sucks...................................... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
it seems like my mom doesnt like me........she always yells at me, she makes me do like every thing in the house and she some times lets me leave to see my friendand that is like.....NEVER! i hate it my mom never likes to see me and my dad lives so far way so i cant go anywhere and he never keeps his promises....he always says i didnt promise u that......and i hate so much...........and then when my little brother come over...he get what ever he wants...............and when ever im watching him he likes to bit me or hit me or pull my hair or do what ever to make me mad.......oo yeah and on sunday (30th) my dad promised my brother (older) that him and is friends can see and R movie witch he is paying for.........and then go to his friends house.....and so he does that for my brother and he wont even let me go to a friends house.......... i feel like my family doesnt care for me any more................I HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i wish i could scream right now but i cant because i will get yelled at......so....yeah...
i wish i could go to a friend house.........my dad wont let me see a friend that is leaving on the 1st.......so yeah i just needed to say this because im really mad right now so.....yeah......ooo and the persons house i wanted to go over is balloons21 she is my bff......so yeah.....