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Don't read this, i'm just a stupid emo b*h. So lately my sex drive has been going crazy. We have been having alot more sex than usual. But he's also been telling me "no" alot. It realy makes me feel unnatractive and shitty. I'll be in nothing but my underwear throwing myself at him, and he'll just keep saying "I dont' want to". When his body is clearly saying yes (if you get what i'm saying). It makes me think "what the **** is wrong with me that he doesn't want me?" Then he gets pissed off at me because he says i'm making him feel guilty. I'll just leave him alone and he can go find somebody else to ******, sombody skiniier and prettier, it wouldn't be hard.

Posted by: punkarama Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 05:54am

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Commented on: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 03:40pm


	sad hugs theres nothing wrong with you and true he may get a miracle and find someone skinier or prettier... but hed be lossing someone awsome/hot/funny/just all around awsome... but i doubt hes that stupid hugs

Commented on: Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 11:21am


	eddies right man, he's the one with the problem, not you. having a high sex drive totally kicks a and if he doesn't want to share your gift then hes a tool! plus, your totally irreplaceable, no matter what you say whee**

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Commented on: Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 05:28pm


	You guys are sweet, thanks. heart

Commented on: Fri Jul 01, 2005 @ 12:49am


	I know what you mean, but believe me its nothing to feel bad about, I mean it must be kind of uncomfortable for your bf, and there's the whole "respect their wishes" thing (because if he was pushing sex on your it would be the same and different) At the same time, I always start to feel bad if my sex drive dosn't get its satisfaction and even though my vibrator is lots of fun and there's masturbation its just not the same as a guy. Do you have any sex toys? maybe if you get a couple new things you'll find something you like that will help? Either way, I love you and you're not fat and your bf likes you for more than your body sillybean. Us girls with intellect have to stick together, so even though you feel really sexy don't make him think you only want him for sex. I find that cuddling is sometimes even better than sex, and usually leads to it, but I really just like being close. heart

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