I cracked open my eyes. The blood had dried to a rusty red color now. It was splattered all over the floor. It had dripped down the mirrior, and then dried there. I shuddered and rubbered my amrs. All the damn windows had been open. "Stupid" I mumbled. It was winter, and it was snowing out side. "How hard is it to shut hte ******** windows?" I snarled to the air.
I thrust myself up with whatever strenth I had remaning in my body. I walked over to the largest window. It looked over the ocean, and everything else. It was beautiful. I shut my eyes. "Too much beauty is just pain" I snapped. I slammed the window shut, and held my hands on the lock. I sniffed "What is wrong with you?" voices echoed in my mind. All day long I had been harrassed and made fun of. "Just because I am beautiful?"my mind screamed. The good part of my mind that is. It rarely ever comes out. It only copliments me when I need it the most. It doesn't want me to kill myself, I guess.
I twitched and gouged my nails into the clear glass that showed me so much beauty. "Nothign is wrong with you" The good part of my mind cooed softly. "They are just stupid. Ignore them. You don't need them" I could see a happier me in my mind. This me, was not only beautiful, but she held something beauty itself cannot compare to.
A smile
I bit my lip, trying to hold onto that image of myself "Thank you" I murmured as a single tear ran down my face.
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