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I'm sighing. Really, I don't think I'll EVER get the guy I write about. My inspiration for my pieces..I know he's not "the one" but at this rate, I'll never even have a boyfriend period. Seriously, am I that unnapproachable? -_- Or is it I'm thinking ahead waaay to far and forever isn't ready for me yet..hmm..That's a new thought. Well, my hott a** pianist that gets my soul is out there somewhere. ((Inside joke.)) Well, this was random and yet again, about the male humanoid species. I swear, I'm guy repellant. The guys that I tend to think are hotter than the sun, I can't even say hi to...because I'm soooo scared/nervous/shy/smiling waaay too much. I'm insanely boy crazy....OOOH! Spicy stuff, my brother brought home 2 excruciatingly hotttttttt guys to take myspace pictures. They all took off their shirts and told me to take a picture of them.....I was smiling SO big on the iinside. I mean, they had the body of Roman gods but they are SOOOO annoying. They giggle like girls...-_- Turn off! I had no chance but still, they were YUMMY!! =D