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What a friggin' messed up friggin' day!
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Cant find a good reason
Cant find hope to believe in

From up here the city lights burn
Like a thousand miles of fire
And I'm here to sing this anthem
Of our dying day

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they'd turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realize.
It was all just a lie.

when will my longing for you end
when will the sun rise up again
the voices in my head got me asking over and over
when will this pain never subside
when will i be strong enough to fight
its time to realize that your gone
and theres nothing i can do

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl

I've Been Dreaming For So Long
To Find The Meaning
To Understand
The Secret Of Life
Why Am I Here
To Try Again

Will I Never Free Myself
Breaking These Chains
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back It's My Fault
Your Destiny Is Forlorn
After The Turning Sun
In My Heart In My Soul
I Turn It Back
And Then I've Lost
The Key On My Way

So what you see is what you get
A girl of no regrets
I'm not ideal - I'm quite absurd
I'm just an imperfect girl
I rise above this perfect world
I'm just an imperfect, imperfect girl...

hmm... maybe that explains some.... LOL... nothing like tearing songs apart to make your own... I have sum 41 "Pieces", "Still Waiting", t.A.T.u.'s "Imperfect Girl", Story of the Year's "Anthem of our Dying Day", Within Temptation's "Angels" and "Jillian" and Nikki Flores' "When".

Basically.... the day... well it started out that I didn't wanna get up... Even with the things I had to do, I just didn't wanna. I felt.... drained of life... Anyway I sleep to 11. I spring up and start doing what I had to do. I had a pile of dishes since I didn't do them yesterday after feeling like s**t... I didn't change... I stayed in my oversize shirt with long pants.
So I have the music on the comp playing... not loud, but loud enough to hear... and I am dancing away by the sink washing the dishes... then a knock is heard... I look and the Jehovah Witness people are at my door.
Now my mummy raised me to be kind. (And I know they saw me so I opened the door) and was going to decline nicely. Then I went in. Argh! They saw me dancing and listening to music louder than anything and in my night clothes that are dirty from dish water! Damn! Anyway... I wait for them to leave, but when I look out the door window, they are gone! I turned my back for a second. And they were gone! WTF did they do, Run off the porch?!
I wait cause I wanted to make sure that they left. I had to take my trash up to the driveway... well ten minutes have gone by and I get changed and gather the trash. Ha! i start taking the trash and there they are at my neighbors. Not the same ones, I never knew that they dispatched 15 people to an area!
She asks me if I live there, I was like no! She said who did. I said no one. But she left a thing, brochure or something. Guess she thought I was lying!
I went up and was like that bites. After that I spent the rest of the day watching Secret of Mana Theater. Then i was doing the dishes again when my friend called. Basically she hurt me. Told her other friends, but didn't tell me like she didn't trust me. That made me mad and I was hurt as well...
Now does the song make sense? LOL



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