Did I do the right thing? I hope so. Things have gotten so out of hand here, and I just want her to be happy, but somethign tells me that its not going to happen. Do I love her still? No. Do I want her to come back to me? Not anymore. Do I care about her? Yes, yes I do. Am I going to stay friends with her? I don't think its a good idea right now. Does she care? Not a lick. Was I a good friend? Yes. Was she a good friend? Yes. Why are we fighting? I don't know. Did I take advantage of her? No... I told her that I did, then retracted it, then retracted my retraction; because it was the right thing to do? Crying? No. Laughing? A little. Depressed? Not as much as I thought I would be. Is there a future between her and myself? She thinks not, I say "We don't know what tomorrow brings". Do I trash talk her? No. Does she trash talk me? I'm sure of it. Do I care? Yes.
Good books to read: 'Salems Lot. Stop Pretending.
Xahmen · Tue Nov 13, 2007 @ 11:28pm · 2 Comments |