hi journal,
well it's like i'm talking to myself. but it's more like calling out to people and tell them what's on my mind. what to do....i'm still thinking a lot...(sigh) as always...
to ku
i know this is pathetic writing in journal (to you) that i know you'll never read. and i never will tell you without crying in front of you. i can't seem to talk to you. and you barely smile anymore...i force myself not to look at you so it will make it seem like i'm not worried. i want to ask "how's your day?" "how are you feeling" but i don't want you to think that i keep worrying about you. yet i still think you have that feeling that i am. instead...all i can say to you is "hi..."...but sometimes i think you can't hear...
to jany
i know you want to stay after school and be there for jackie and stuff. it's my job to watch you , so i will follow you...so it really doesn't matter if it irritates me.
to jackie
sometimes i wish that you'll stay with people and stop lying to them. i want to yell at you "it's not like there's no tomorrow or no future!" but i'll never understand how you think and feel for jany. jany is sad, and that makes me so irritated. because at home she shows her true self around me, but at school she somehow, i get that feeling, put up a fake smile.
to masumi
i hope everything turns out great for you^_^' i know you've been waiting for it heart
to sakuya
hey how are you? i know we barely talk. hahaha....
to shau
hello. is everything going okay for you?
to ai
hello. wad-up
to sye
i hope you come to school sometimes. it's great to see you at school. take it easy, okay?
 xsaki_chanx · Mon Oct 29, 2007 @ 08:07pm · 0 Comments |
