I always seem to find a woman that has so much qualities i look for, but with everything that i like, there's is always one barrier, neither mental nor aesthetic, something that would seriously mess up our relationship.
I look @ that barrier and wonder if there's someway around it or over it, but the conclusion always leads to having to confront it head on, which is sure to either hurt me, the one i love or someone close to either or both of us.
In the end I always decide that it is best to just keep to myself and keep the woman in my heart as a friend, much safer, yet much much lonelier. Once again giving my heart a back seat for the greater good.
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The complications that are me
just some random thoughts and stuff i hate to keep in my head too long
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