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Drifting Away. The Complete Poem.
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PART 1
Everything Seems
To Be Drifting Away,
Its All Falling Apart
A Little More Every Day.


Every Time I Act Happy
I Feel I Have To Scream.
Every Time I Start To Laugh
I Believe Its All A Dream.


I'm Not Quite Sure
How I Got This Way,
But I'm Starting To Think
Its All Here To Stay.


Whenever I Think I'm Free
I Just Get Pulled Back Down.
Whenever I Try To Help
People Always Frown.


I Guess I'm In Hell Again
At Least In My Mind.
I Have No Idea On How
I'm Gonna Escape This Time.


Everything That Seemed Real To Me
And Everything I've Known,
It All Seems So Childish
But I Guess That Means I've Grown.


I Honestly Don't Understand
Why Things Are This Way.
Everything Seems To Be Drifting Now
A Little More Every Day.


PART 2
Now I Know Why I'm Drifting Away,
I Understand My Life.
I See Why I Fell From Grace,
Why I'm Going Through This Strife.


I'm Not Ready To Say It Yet,
I Don't Want To Confess.
I Don't Want To Admit Its True,
The Reason For My Stress.


Theres To Much Pain In My Heart,
I Desperately Need Relief.
I Think I know How It Got This Bad,
But Its To Hard To Believe.


I Know That This Is All My Fault,
I Know That I've Done Wrong.
I Wish Things Could Be Different,
But I've Wished That All Along.


Nothing Now Can Cure My Wounds,
My Ways Cannot Be Changed.
I'm Drifting Farther And Farther Away,
Feeling More Then Less Unchained.


Maybe This Is Normality,
Just Part Of Growing Up.
Maybe I'll Grow Out Of This,
And Just Living Will Be Enough.


Now Its Time To Go To Sleep,
To Drift Into Nightmare.
At Least While I'm In My Dreams,
To The Pain: I Am Less Aware.


COPY-RIGHTED!!!
Shadow Kilo Wed Sep 26, 2007 @ 09:11pm






User Comments: [4]
FireLightFox
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Thu Sep 27, 2007 @ 04:06am


sounds a like like what i'm going though right now...i like the second part a lot...


ErebGaur
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Sat Sep 29, 2007 @ 04:17am


Thank you, ducky.


EvenGirl1
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Tue Oct 02, 2007 @ 03:17am


*tear* so beautiful and real


death-hime01
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Fri Nov 02, 2007 @ 11:17am


crying it made me cry.. it reminds when i was being teased and picked on last year.....


User Comments: [4]
 
 
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