My Edward
Edward sat beside me on my bed, his eyes closed, trying desperately to get in my mind. Even with his cool irresistable breath on my face, I resisted the temptation to give in and let him see my thoughts.
After a long moment of silent effort he gave up. I could almost feel his frustration as his liquid gold eyes met mine.
"Tell me, please?", he begged in his velvet soft angelic voice.
I dropped my gaze and started to fiddle with a tassel on my quilt.
He placed his hand under my chin to lift up my face.
I looked up and saw his face inches from mine.
He leaned in. In one fast, inhuman move, I turned my head just in time for him to kiss my cheek.
He sighed in frustration.
"Please.....?", he begged again, his voice growing more desperate.
I paused before I answered, searching for the right words, then I spoke.
"I was thinking about how to control love.... to an extent."
He looked at me strangely, but there was no hiding the hurt on his face.
"You don't want to love me?", he asked; the pain so clearly evident and terrible in his voice that I could feel it myself.
"No!", I said, reaching for his hand, "No, I just feel like somethings need to be controled until....." I paused to find the right word.
"Until we're married?", he guessed, smiling my favorite crooked smile that went deep into his eyes.
I looked down at our hands, both the same shade of white.
I nodded slowly then added, "If you want me..."
He rolled his eyes, and leaned in so fast that I couldn't move away from his lips, which were now presses ever so gently against mine.
After a few moments he released me, his bronze colored hair shining in the moonlight from my bedroom window.
"Of course", he said, his voice filled with the relief that I still wanted him.
His face still inches from mine, I placed my chin on his shoulder and whispered "I love you..."
He kissed my dark brunette hair and replied, "I love you, too..."
I smiled and let the moment pass slowly, hoping it would never end.
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