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It took long enough, but i'm finally starting to feel better about myself. I feel sexy today, it's awesome, I realy missed that feeling. Maybe I feel that way because i've been working out lately. My boyfriend has a bunch of home gym equipment because he wants to be a cop so he's trying to stay in shape. Sex is a pretty good workout to. heart

I just love myself today and i'm so happy, and I don't even know why. Nothing realy happened to turn it all around. I just woke up today, got dressed, looked in the mirror and said "maybe i'm not all that bad".

Well I hope this feeling stays because I realy am enjoying it.

I want to get drunk, it's been to long ... well maybe a month ... damn.

Well I would just like to say thanks to everybody thats helped to cheer me up, and has offered advise, and have just been there for me. You know who you are ..... heart heart heart heart