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ok, well my friends are great. unfortunately one's moving across the world. and i've just realized how im being a pretty sucky friend. i'm hurting people around me unintentionally. well, i have this one friend that kept getting upset when we'd do things without her. we wouldn't plan on them it would just sort of happen as a coincidence and then she'd get really upset. we would try to call her to explain it was just a coincidence and then she'd hang up on us or something immature like that. that was beginning to bug me so i decided to lay off for a while. i didn't want to be involved in "fourth grade fights". i've grown up and i didn't want to deal with that. As i began to just lay off and not bug her, it suddenly hit me that my other friend was moving really soon. i felt like i was running out of time and wanted to get closer with her. as i was doing this i was slowly pushing everyone else away unintentionally. Now i've noticed that people think i dont like them or something, which is not it at all. i feel terrible for giving everyone this message, and it's not true! it just seems like my friends are slowly breaking up and as much as i tell people that it's natural for everyone to go our seperate ways, i don't want to believe it. I dont want to lose any friends or make anyone mad. i really don't. with my friend getting all upset and us getting into lame fights, and me getting closer to my other friend i seemed to be giving everyone the impression that i don't like them. That's not it at all and i just want to make sure that everyone knows that.





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    arrested_fate
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    commentCommented on: Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 01:32am
    i know how u feel. i don't want to face the fact that friends are drifting, even after we were so close. but their are coincidences, and then there are coincidences and not concidering other peoples feelings when you are togeather for long periods of time, not calling or anything. i'm over '4th grade fights too' they are so immature. but you gotta concider other peoples feelings and look at a situation from all angles. none of us live far away from each other, don't exclude those who aren't in walking distance.


    commentCommented on: Sun Jun 26, 2005 @ 01:58am
    i'm sorry if i gave you the idea that you were giving me the impression that you didn't like me (if you were even talking about me) because of the email. i just feel like... well, the email explained everything.

    i hope i don't have to leave someone i care about so much! i love you!! lol



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    sonora_sunset
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    commentCommented on: Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 04:59am
    omg! lexi! i've never felt that way! i see where you are coming from but i knew that you just wanted to spend time with anne before she left! i <3 you and i hope we do stay friends in HS! (becca says hi)

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