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Just a figment of your deranged imagination...
Finding love in the oddest places...
Ok, so districts went well. I'm now going to state for Team Penning (no surprise there), drill team, and working pairs. So far, life has been a living hell. But wait! what was that?!?!?! A glimer of hope in a flame I thought was all burnt out. You see, I have this guy friend right?? And I've had a "thing" for him for a little while, but I never said anything because I was alwayz too scared. And I made up all these reasons why I could never date him... But of course, I'm a loozer and we all know that. The ironic part is that we started hanging out more and more, until I couldn't stand it, I liked him again. But alas, I didn't want to get into another relationship, there were no cute guys in yelm, yadda yadda yadda. I was just trying to make myself feel better. Just when I had given up all hope, a happy little blue bird flew down and informed me that the guy I had been falling for liked me!!!!! blaugh heart 3nodding I know. Totally crazy huh?!?!? But anywayz, I've been dropping him clues, and I think he gets that I like him. Unfortunately however, my mom doesn't "approve" of him, and so I have to kind of keep it under wraps. Which means that no one can know. No one at school, no one at church, no one anywhere. Except for my really close friends. But this love comes with a catch: There's another guy who likes me gonk . One I had grown fond of. And now I have to tell him that I found someone. It's going to be so hard.... I don't know how to tell him crying ... I mean, I really don't want to hurt the poor guy, but I REALLY like this other guy. I mean, whole bunchels. Plus, he just seems to "get" me. Any girl who reads this will know EXACTLY what I'm talking about. Oh yeah, and prom was a blast too. It was last saturday. Mind you I didn't have a date, and I didn't get some pimpin' ride there, but I had a night to remember. biggrin
Also, Thanx to all of my friends for getting me through this bump in my road of life:
Toby, Dustie, Len, Galen, Evie, Gka, Tiffers, Mandie, Devon, and everyone else.






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damanonic
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commentCommented on: Sun May 15, 2005 @ 07:12pm
it looks like its not gonna be so hard to tell him afterall...i think he already knows


commentCommented on: Tue May 17, 2005 @ 06:58pm
When Cupids arrow strikes, it hurts.

just follow your heart.



Omichan
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damanonic
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commentCommented on: Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 11:13am
Good point, Omikron..and thanks


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