No joke. If my dreams continue on like this, I might not wake up from them cuz they're getting so real.
Last night I had a dream that my dad was saying something to me and then all of a sudden he said "You're trash, you're an embarrassment to my life." I just said "You know what!? Yeah dad! You're right" Of course I was screaming by then. Then he continued on with stuff like that, I broke down and cried. Funny thing? There were loads of people in the room, tons of witnesses and only one person came up to comfort me and when they did that my dad yelled at them "DONT TOUCH HER! LEAVE HER THERE TO CRY!" But, that's how it always was. I could be getting smacked in the presence of a thousand people and they would all ignore it. Brush it off like it was nothing. I felt like my whole world was tearing apart, and when I woke up, I was surprised to find it wasnt real. I was actually just asleep? No. It couldnt have been that. Was it? Really? Wow. My heart was pounding so bad and I could even feel the wetness on my cheeks, in the dream my heart had been palpitating really bad, really fast, and when I woke up it still was. I had to lie awake in bed for a few hours before finally calming down and falling back into lala land.
Second dream
Drama camp, I miss it a lot. That's a certain. I had a dream about it last night. I was riding my bike, either to or from drama camp. I dont know but I do know that I was hightailing it out of there pretty damn fast. It's like my legs couldnt move fast enough. I just wanted to get away from........something. I wish I knew. I wish I could figure these out. It's driving me crazy. Stupid dreams.
Oh and on another note (this one being a real life thing) my mom has decided that I cant handle my emotions anymore and need to be on pills. No biggie, I suppose. I'm kinda happy. It's better than.......well ya know. mad D
Anyway, I guess that's it. oh and btw Livvy, I'M GUNNA FREAKIN SLIT AMY DUMARY'S THROAT SO TELL HER TO STOP BOTHERING YOU OR SHE WONT EVER WAKE UP AGAIN. D<
Last night I had a dream that my dad was saying something to me and then all of a sudden he said "You're trash, you're an embarrassment to my life." I just said "You know what!? Yeah dad! You're right" Of course I was screaming by then. Then he continued on with stuff like that, I broke down and cried. Funny thing? There were loads of people in the room, tons of witnesses and only one person came up to comfort me and when they did that my dad yelled at them "DONT TOUCH HER! LEAVE HER THERE TO CRY!" But, that's how it always was. I could be getting smacked in the presence of a thousand people and they would all ignore it. Brush it off like it was nothing. I felt like my whole world was tearing apart, and when I woke up, I was surprised to find it wasnt real. I was actually just asleep? No. It couldnt have been that. Was it? Really? Wow. My heart was pounding so bad and I could even feel the wetness on my cheeks, in the dream my heart had been palpitating really bad, really fast, and when I woke up it still was. I had to lie awake in bed for a few hours before finally calming down and falling back into lala land.
Second dream
Drama camp, I miss it a lot. That's a certain. I had a dream about it last night. I was riding my bike, either to or from drama camp. I dont know but I do know that I was hightailing it out of there pretty damn fast. It's like my legs couldnt move fast enough. I just wanted to get away from........something. I wish I knew. I wish I could figure these out. It's driving me crazy. Stupid dreams.
Oh and on another note (this one being a real life thing) my mom has decided that I cant handle my emotions anymore and need to be on pills. No biggie, I suppose. I'm kinda happy. It's better than.......well ya know. mad D
Anyway, I guess that's it. oh and btw Livvy, I'M GUNNA FREAKIN SLIT AMY DUMARY'S THROAT SO TELL HER TO STOP BOTHERING YOU OR SHE WONT EVER WAKE UP AGAIN. D<
