Thursday was a tough day for me because I had to face my brother-in-law going through life threatening surgery, as you all would know if you actually read these things, and I was mortified. I couldn't eat or sleep and all I could think about was waking up at 6 in the morning Friday and going to the hospital to wait for hours. Bryan was the one I was worried about the most. He was hysterical about it, and I was afraid of the worst. You know, like if... maybe Alex didn't make it and Bryan would off himself. I had to stay positive about it, and I made it through okay. Friday was shakey, I didn't sleep, and I hadn't eaten so I was already in a bad space. We got to the hospital at 9 in the morning and he went into surgery at 11. Bryan was crying so much and he was clutching a rosary and praying to God, he was almost in a trance, he didn't even know I was there. Even though he didn't seem interested in me I still hugged him and held him telling him everything was going to be alright. At 12, the nurse came out and gave great news, the major surgery wasn't necessary, and he wasn't going to have to have it until he's a teenager. He had to be in recovery until 6:30 but the news was fantastic. Me and my Bryan went home and he got his things ready. Since my parents were out of town at Ozzfest he had the chance to spend the night at my house. I was so happy, and it was amazing spending all the time together not having to worry about someone coming home, or him having to work because we were all alone. It's such a greet feeling being able to wake up next to the one you love and just gaze into their eyes.
We happened to get in a fight on Saturday, and again, we broke up for a little while. Everything ended up well because we made up and everything is very calm and smooth. He spent the night again and it was awesome. We've had so much fun, I can't put all of it here because it would take up to much space. Anywho, I think I love him even more now than ever and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I'm so friggen happy. biggrin
 Bunn-eh · Mon Jul 23, 2007 @ 04:31am · 0 Comments |
