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This world makes me weary. Day after day this repetitive scheme drags me on the same path I’ve been for a very long time. It makes me wonder. Why is there war? Why is there peace? Why is there a hole in the ozone, for Christ’s sake? When the first humans inhabited this world, why were they driven towards survival, furthering the race technology-wise, and reproduction? Basic instincts, yes, but why? Did anyone ever think of ridding themselves of the world's pain and worries? Many have, and now they sleep peacefully in the ground...those of you who scoff, I scoff at your own opinions. Around my age, labels are popular. Why do humans pursue such idle trifles? I am not suicidal, but now I know the tired, unhappy world I was born into I wish I had never been born. I'm listening to an ipod right now. Why was such a device made? To take up time until we die? I look to the left on my screen, and see a list of so called 'emoticons' with different supposedly humorous expressions. My eyes fall upon one in particular…the sobbing face. It reminds me now of how many nights I had fallen asleep crying. It was never unstoppable sobs, but more than once I felt a tear slide down my face.

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