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Your my only chance at breathing
When Ive been running all my life.
Losing all functions, hesitant for air
Body's starting to clench up
Wheres my hero?

I cant see the light, its dimly lit
Ive grown tired & weary of trying to chase it
Incapeable to see my own hand infront of me.
Damn this plauging darkness

Blinded by my own eyes
I trusted them, I trusted myself
But they aswell as I gave up
Truley have i lost it?

Falling to my knees
Have I anticipated to much?
My senses are failing
Heart beat is faint

Yet I feel you tugging
Why wont you let go?
Pull becomes stonger
My resistance persisting

Pain intenceifys inside my brain
What is this?
Why wont it break like the rest of me?
Is this whats holding me back?
Are you?

My final procrastination before total breakdown

Are you my savior?
Guide my drifting corpse to artifical light
One can only hope
You. my last grasp to life

Really & for truley?
Why am I like this then
Helplessly plumeting into an incompasitated state

Somethings weighing down your heavy head
Not just me, Im not alone
Oh how I wish I was
Id be the definition of your agony

A sweet disease, intoxicating the body, slowly tearing away at your heart.
Incurable
As the spell you cast upon me
Enchanting & suicidal

So this I plead

Im here my love, forced to stay
Phantom Of Heart
Wouldnt have it any other way