Since I'm on the brink of death by vicious boredom and I've been bending and breaking alot of my OCD principles lately, I'm going to post whatever I want now, regardless of past entries. Besides. I need a nice long rant session every now and then.
Here I am, from 9am - 6 or 7pm for nearly three weeks, doing the work no one wants or has time to do.
Answering phones while the recep. is away, cutting clippings out of the newspaper for a thing that is hardly looked at, inputting hundreds of contacts into a database.
Oh sure.
50 dollars a day (just the min. wage)
Additional money from agents for whom I do work for.
Oh sure, the agents are darlings and most I adore.
But no, my dad's my boss who pays me, and we just happened to sink slightly in the financial pool due to overspending of my mum's trip to Malaysia.
I have three assignments for three books due by September, I'm going to miss Field Hockey preseason because they put it on the last week of August which is a s**t thing to do because EVERYONE goes to vacation that time and thats the only time my dad can come to NJ to spend with the family, as we stay there those last two weeks and out of the two weeks we're down there the first one is my birthday week so I have to stay with mum and Dharma (my brother) and the second week Dad's coming down there so I have to stay so we can celebrate my birthday (late) all together.
AND even if I get on the team after missing preseason, I won't do s**t because last year the same stupid thing happened and I worked my a** off (usually) during practice and hardly even got any playing time.
Sure, sophomores will get more playing time on JV because JV is just frosh and soph but what if you miss bloody precious preseason??
I'm so stressed and wacked, and doing things I don't even realize.
I need time to stop, and then something teleport me to a nice dream vacational spot where I don't have a rats a** about any of this stupid, nonsensical, little things.
And on top of all that, I have this on and off headache. I need a hug.
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