This must be my unlucky month or unlucky year... again.
Feather got me to take this sketch picture to the tattoo parlor because it's how I want this tattoo done for my birthday ( which is this Saturday )
Feather goes into talking about selling my art as Flash and the guy behind the counter tells me that it'd be a good idea to take some art classes, because my skills still need to be 'honed'.
One more time I hear someone say "you've got potential" I'm going to kick them in the teeth. I have good reason for my pissyness, I've got some good reason to be pissed off at everything I think. It's not a monthly thing, alright?
One more let down and I'm going to scream. I had enough of this rejection. No matter how many times I asked "it's a sketch how much would the tattoo cost?" he kept going into 'proper clean up for your drawings' and says I should learn how to use charcoal. Ok what the hell is going on here?
I feel like I'm in a nightmare of constant disappointment. I just wanted to know about how much it would cost. I didn't want someone to kick me in the teeth because of a stupid sketch.
I think I have reason to feel this way. I'm going to sleep this off and hope when I wake this evil pissy feeling will go away.
I hate that guy so much. So my stuff isn't comprehendable? ******** you I want my tattoo like that, not like anything else. Just like the damned picture are you retarded?
How hard is it to follow a picture? I'm not three, I can draw an arm with tattoo loops... he just made me feel like such a moron. >__<
Now I'm going back to my corner to sketch in the dark so no one can see what I come up with. I can't stand to hear more disappointment.
I feel so humiliated.
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