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Smiling alone at the midnight
She tells me she loves me
Only to change her mind
I wish I could disappear.

Twice now they fool themselves
Men in suits move in for the kill
I wish I could be someone else
Someone who still has a soul

Standing still as the world moves around
Sea of doubts in an optimistic town.
I'm a sore thumb on the hand of fate
I'm an idiot and i make mistakes.

Helping with a knife in my gut
It's the only way to heal myself
It's the only way to get out of this rut
It's killing me, but it helps.

But at least we're talking now
More than we did in love
Trace my body in chalking white
I'm so sad, I might die of happiness.

Standing still as the world moves around
Sea of doubts in an optimistic town.
I'm a sore thumb on the hand of fate
I'm an idiot and i make mistakes.

Now I know why you left me alone
I was in the way of your love for him
For days I stared at my phone
God, I hate to be alone.

I'm sorry for the blood shed,
That's my main regret
There's a hole in the shape of my head
You, I will never forget.

Standing still as the world moves around
Sea of doubts in an optimistic town.
I'm a sore thumb on the hand of fate
I'm an idiot and i make mistakes.

I need to move on, move on.
It's not about being wrong or right
I need to move on, move on,
I take the first step tonight.

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