Went from and honors student to failing three major subjects. I'm a ******** genius, eh?
Seriously though, I know why I failed. I didn't care. Lost ambition, lost motivation, lost everything. I just didn't feel like doing work and putting an effort into things. And now, it's the last quarter to do things right. But I feel so far gone and that there's no reason in trying now. Pretty bad.
Missing him? Him? Him, of all people?
Nope, I don't. I'm not missing him. He's not worth my time, worth my thoughts, and definatly not worthy of my affection. I remember when I'd give him everything in a heartbeat if he asked. But now, what I feel now? Nothing. Nothing ever, ever again. I'd keep fighting him out of my mind until the day I die. And the day I forget completely, is the day I love no more. I refuse to let another person get me head over heels then just feed me lies, and make me their little puppet. It only takes one time to be ******** over to know that every individual out there is no longer worth it.
AND I SAY, ever so affectionately;
[/******** YOU ALL.
-Schizoid
 Refined Corruption · Thu Apr 21, 2005 @ 08:13pm · 0 Comments |
