Ehh! Having a crush is totally different when you have... two friends that share the same mind. We used to all be on the same level, but now I can't even say "Screw this" or sing the Candy Mountain song without nudges and giggles and singsongy mockery. ness. I want my old buddies back. =[[ The ones that didn't make everything 'wrong'/embarassing/hopelessly annoying. At first the only thing they seemed to have in common was knowing me, and then I backed off a bit for a few weeks and BAM!, I've got the Two Stooges ready to mock me. I really wish we could have a conversation with just us three, WITHOUT me being embarrased or mad. I guess that's my fault, though. I told my friends and now I'm paying for it. rolleyes What? Was I supposed to not tell them and feel like some kind of loner? I sure feel like one now... It feels like all I'm being used for is someone to laugh at- like "Say This, And See Her Face Go From Pale To Scarlet In Only 5 Seconds!". I mean really. =[[ I miss the old Niki&Anna! T__T!
 Miss_Mascara_Massacre · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 06:12am · 3 Comments |
