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I hate my dad so much and his girlfriend ten times that. She is such a whore. she never wears any bras and see through shirts and skimpy undies. the worst part is that I don't fall alseep very fast sometimes staying awake for hours and I can hear what they do in bed together. That is seriously messed up! and also she is a total controll freak / neat freak b***h! She molested my friend by grabbing her boob once! My dad sexually harrassed me too by lifting up my shirt. They don't give a s**t about me. I hurt my shoulder and before he even saw me told me it was nothing and told me to work through the pain. and guess what after 4 weeks I had an MRI because it wasn't healed yet!. I stepped on a nail once when I was at thier house and my foot was bleeding They didn't do a god damned thing! I sprained my ankle last week and I was told I was limping really badly and my dad was with me for 2 days didn't say a word, and then my mom called him to ask if he had done anything for me he said no because I wasn't complaining he thought I wasn't hurt! I was limping for gods sake and my ankle was very swullen and before my mom had called him and I was still at his house, Vicky (my dad's girlfriend) was saying about our dogs stiff knees which wasn't that noticible (I would know I want to be a vet) and I was limping and she didn't ask what was wrong. Sge treats the DOG better than she treats ME! When I went over there monday I was in an air cast and limping worse . she didn't even ask what happened! I said Hi and tried to be nice to her but she totally ignored me. My sis runs track and my dad and her are very proud of her she has a school record and I'm proud of her too. but I only did track for a little while because I injured my throwing arm mid season. they weren't proud of anything I did. I bring home papers they read them and then vicky tells me they suck and that she would fail me If I had turned that in to her. What a b***h! she treats me like s**t she doesn't love me at all! and she is so moody If I insult her in anyway she goes into spiraling depression and cries for HOURS. and If I make her angry she screams at me and If anyone tries to defend me she screams at them too. once she had an argument with her mom over the phone she slammed the phonr down(I was amazed se didn't smash it) and went outside and started screaming! I seriously doubt her sanity! I am so scared when she's driving it's not even funny she almost crashed us twice within a week. Once we were going to school an there was a truck blocking the two lanes of trafic going the way we were going so shre went into the oposing trafic lane and low and behold a car heading right for us and what did he do? honk the horn and hit the gas mde the other person stop for her!the other was when we were getting on I -70 I think and she was in a trucks blind spot and both te truck and us were merging lanes well the truck didn't see us of course and it's their fault the moved left almost hitting the front end of the car and yet a again she honked the horn and hit the gas blaiming the truck driver though it was really her fault in the first place.
I'm sorry for ranting on and on but I feel relived now that it's out of my system.