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~I have two provincial exams at the end of this school year gonk

~currently writing a play for a theater festival this summer...aside from doing what I love to do, I can make extra money off of it

~Realized I'm the type who treats old flames like those old shoes you just cant seem to let go off...except for the one I refer to as "that b***h" or "the b***h"

~seriously self doubting my ability to travel this summer...but I'm going to try and see it through even if I resort to underhanded ideals..like con-artist tactics

~I talked to my beloved long distant gf recently.It really made my day to say the least, and I hope to do it again soon.

~nearly went fully psychotic after an argument nearly tore me and my gf apart
would of been amusing too...since I've developed a rekindled hatred for certain individuals...even new hatred for others

~Severed a tie or two with some supposed blood relatives, they seemed better off without me anyways.Besides one of em have "that b***h" to mother them and give em security.And w/e any other thing they seem to benefit from her. And it didn't help that she couldn't handle a male relative other then that weird emo,depressing, jason guy from giving affection.she was one of the very thinned out few actual relatives I gave a s**t about..but now I couldn't care anymore...though I feel regretful about my actions about dealing with her weird distant attitude. O well one less burden on my shoulders in the long run ^.^

~Funny thing too because for one week ,just one week "that b***h" made it seem like we were mutual friends again at least. Nope I was way off...must of been the painkillers or what ever she had boasted and would deny now about being resorted to take that same day I thought wrong.

~ put up with bullshit high school love triangle for most of the year..and of course the one whom I simply refer to now as "that b***h" or "the b***h" was fanatically one sided and needlessly involved at end of it..which sparked an argument that vilified my already tainted image to others. Whom of course got involved and just proved me that they all live "double standards" which sickens me "the b***h" can be as mean...and bitchy as she pleases but when someone acts like an a** they lash out at em..no wonder why EV0L and 2.0 died out...the original males probably other then anthem of death
got sick of her Then there was that biased semi closet homo guy who took my spot as "the only guy in the group" lol xd Sorta wanna slap him though... he has the qualities of an a**-kisser *no pun intended about him being a s**t pusher* and yet in the argument he claimed to be neutral yet sided with "that b***h" with out a moments notice well now they don't need to worry about their only guy in the group to fall in love with any of em. Unless it's all a ruse and he really swings both ways,seems to like being playfully involved with "that b***h"s younger sibling..whom gracefully never has yelled,or done anything mean to me..aside from the accidental scar on my arm..

~realized I developed an acquired liking for a certain female I see everyday...which made me laugh because

1) I'm already happy with my choices and current standings
2) I don't think really she'd have the same feelings in return anyways
3) A few or more guys I view as good friends would get overly bitchy and such anyways over the ideal of another guy swooning over her

~Hopefully will get all my poems published and such in that collective project my teacher wants to get done

~I want to boycott that damn "graduation portfolio" s**t..its the gayest Invention by the government since...w/e the free trade policy with the u.s.a was made and those stupid Bloodsucking Quebeckian's and their pursuit of wanting more power to their people just because they speak French...big ******** deal you descendants of sad s**t-tacular wars you always lost... the natives never bitched and complained about wanting diverse status and separatism. there's a reason why you are made fun of...get used to it you whiny cunts..back to the "graduation portfolio" what was the point? all they've told me was "your pursuit of post 2ndary education..it's there to make you direct yourself in a career you wish to pursue... blah blah blah blah" well guess what assholes? what if your ideals were a year or two too late?
I already have a goal I want to pursue... no portfolio is gonna help me
A detailed resume is more dependable...I'm seriously going to pull strings and tell my school district to only use this s**t on those verge of dropout and those who cant seem to find an area in school to be comfortable to be working in

thank you for reading..right now I'm tired-ish...hungry and craving..some video games before I start my 13th last day of school this year

~Kyro_Freed <3