It's official......he's gone......he hasn't really talked to me all day and the second he gets home he goes to show me his wedding ring that they bought him, which it was a nice ring but I still can't bring myself to be happy happy joy joy over it. Then they take my dog out and when he comes in he's all mad and says that before i get on I need to take a shower. As if I am two. WTF then he gives her kids the option of taking a shower tonight or in the morning. So I take one really pissed off that he had just humiliated me like that and treated me like a child, and then I go to my room. Usually when I do this he realizes I'm upset, especially since it was an empty ******** room, and then he comes in to check on me and ask me if I am ok. He didn't.....She asked where I was and he just kind of shrugged it off saying that I might be on the phone.......So after brushing that off i still sat and waited hoping that he would come in and say good night to me........he didn't........It's like he just doesn't care.....He would always do that, he would come in give me a hug and say goodnight........but he didn't......yeah yeah i know grow up, but it is getting so hard. I mean besides my bf he is my best friend.......when I got here even he gave me and my new sis a short hug and then went on with his merry way.......not a, how have you been, or i missed you, just a short hug and then nothing...............I'm sorry but.........I miss my dad........
 Chercheur de la Mort · Sat May 26, 2007 @ 06:13am · 1 Comments |
