alright where to start i am not even quite positive.. lately .. in the past month or two my life has actually been getting better.. .. friendships .. changes... .. oh .. and i quit my job 2 days ago .. i am going to be working as a phone person for a luxurty transportation company (limos, buses, town cars) .. .. i just needed a change in my life and i am tired of everything i do feeling like a failure.. feeling like i am "beating a dead horse" .. sorry the saying but it is what it felt like.. but i actually feel good about some things now.. i still have alot to work on .. to get to where i want to be with myself but i have to start somewhere
update to this as of 6/10/07:
i am loving my new job and i have overtime my first week already .. i actually don't mind staying .. it cuts out on my time going to the gym though unfortunately but you know if i can pay off all my stuff and not have to worry about those bills anymore it will be less stress on me anyway .. maybe i am hoping by next year i will be living somewhere else with a friend or something.. but one thing.. have you ever stopped to truely think about the saying "if you set it free and it comes back it is meant to be" .. now i am not saying "omg i am perfect and that is 100% true" don't think that.. but i am saying that maybe you know your true friends when it doesn't matter how much time as past if they still love you for you.. or want to be there... then maybe you were better friends than you ever could have imagined.. i feel that way lately .. about alot of things and people.. i am finally starting to feel like myself from years ago before i got depressed.. i am no where near who or what i want to be.. but it is a start right?
Melena Rai Community Member 
|
|
Community Member