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well aint this beautiful... alright as of late i havent been feeling as myself ******** Jo)) so then... there's this guy alright he's a friend of my perants... his name is eric... so i had one too many convos with him and i thinks im all like him and s**t and he thinks he understands me... er.. now u dont. So there's this one time where he comes over and now that my bros back home and living here... i tho jeff ((my bro)) would keep him company but so he does but then he leaves and my bros giving me s**t cuz i didnt stay upstairs and talk to him and all. Its like dude i was on the phone with my bf sry but i cant talk to 2 ppl at the same time... so i went downstairs in to my dungan so everyone calls it. Yippty ******** doo i didnt spend time with u eric for crist sakes man get a girlfriend. So no today i check my email and the b*****d sends me a email saying this and this...

For now on i dont want ever talking to u again, i'm fed up of ur s**t. I try since last week to hold it back and thinking *For the i dont how many times* that there is a reason why ur acting weird with me and that u make me feel like i being dumped like a old dirty clothes that u dont need anymore.

Each time something big happened to me u let me down. When i learned that my 1st grandpa was dying u acted like a cold b***h who did'nt cared, when i learned that my 2nd grandpa died u did nothing, when it was my birthday u acted lke u did'nt cared, for x-mas u said nothing to me, since u have a bf and that jeff is back at the same time, u are always distant with me and u act like if u dont care anymore about me.


So ******** it if i'm only a "Bouche-trou" and do watever u want with ur life i dont want to be part of it anymore, i dont feel to care for a cold heartless b***h.

P.s. If u did'nt wanna to use me well u screwed big time

Sry if i didnt do anything help u during ur time in cristes wtf u expect me to do be all kind and careing... i dont kno wat to do. Im not like that... to try and cheer someone up everytime i attempt to do so.. i have a friend crying even more or trying to kill em selfs later... i so i gave up on that. And first off i dont like x mas, and i didnt ******** know when ur ******** bday was s**t man relax.