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pain slows down the time as i look for another way out of hell. these four walls enclose my soul that burns and twists with every lie and vengeful word spit out like poison from you twisted lips. seeing everyone around you suffering seems to bring you pleasure on an unearthly kind. you beat us down and laugh as each tear falls from out eyes as we weep from our soul. darkness encloses my every fiber of my being as i am chosen for you next attack. as you spit your poison out at me i open my eyes to find i have become numb. i take my stand and fight back knocking you off your high horse and turn your own venoms piss spewing from you mouth back on you and watch as it burns you and bashes you down to a level you have forced upon others. i kick you one last time as i walk away stronger yet feeling like something is missing deep inside my soul, a darkness ware my childhood should have been is replaced with the pain you gave onto me all my life. even now i can feel it growing deep inside me, a rage wishing nothing more then to see you blood spill onto the ground. but i know that i could never subject the pain you gave to me onto another. i walk away wishing i could jest leave you but i know forever you drag my soul down every step of my life.