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With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone ******** hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone ******** hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Let's go!

Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone ******** hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Better!

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home....

What is wrong with me? My happiness is fading. I feel empty. I feel angry. I feel sad. I feel like I need nothing at all and that no one needs me. Like, If I walked away from everyone, I'd finally feel content and everyone else would be much better off. I just don't feel important anymore. Quite frankly, I never have. I feel like I need to get away for little while. Separate myself. But I feel if I do that, I would feel so much shame that I'd never come back. I just lay away from all of this. Crying. Bleeding. Sitting alone in depression....
Forever....

Lady Mikira
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Commented on: Mon May 14, 2007 @ 02:42am


	Dylan, I need you. if you go away, push yourself away, then I won't HAVE anyone here for me. You're the one I want, I want nobody else.

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 01:13am


	I'm slowly starting to realize that....

Lord Farious
Community Member

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 01:19am


	Realize that compleately pease?

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 01:55am


	I'm almost there. I'm just a depressed and pessimistic person.

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 09:27pm


	well, Why not think of.....pretty flowers?

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 09:41pm


	I'd rather think of pretty you. Wait. That sounds lame.... gonk

Commented on: Tue May 15, 2007 @ 10:56pm


	heart Hehehehehehe.... heart

Commented on: Wed May 16, 2007 @ 09:19pm


	I actually had a good day today! Mainly because your pretty face was there to shelter me from the shadows. I love you!!!!!! heart

Commented on: Wed May 16, 2007 @ 09:56pm


	Pretty?!?Dammit! I'm not... But I' glad you feel better.

Commented on: Wed May 16, 2007 @ 10:28pm


	Yes you are! You're freakin' beautiful!

Commented on: Wed May 16, 2007 @ 10:38pm


	Nope, sorry.

Commented on: Wed May 16, 2007 @ 10:56pm


	YES YOU ARE!!!! Look at yourself! heart heart heart heart heart

Commented on: Fri May 18, 2007 @ 01:47am


	I do everyday!!! I do not like what I( see.

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