• My heart feels like it broken,
    But how can I feel so loved,
    And yet I hesitate to see you,
    I say so many things hopeing you won't hear,
    Then feel so guilty once I see you heard it,
    I cover up how insure I am with lie and kisses,
    Hopeing you won't worry,
    I want to see you always smiling,
    Always happy,
    The sky always seems brighter that way,
    I love being held close to your heart,
    Yet I want to be pushed so far away.
    I hate you for previous mistakes,
    And I'm waiting for another stab in the heart,
    Where I bring myself so close,
    You rip my heart out && watch it bleed in your hand.
    Why is it so hard to understand?
    Do I love you?
    Do I hate you?
    Do I care for you?
    Don't I want you dead myself?
    There so many things in this world,
    I could find so many other people,
    Why does it have to be you?
    Why am I attracted to you?
    Why do I hate you?
    Why do you want you away?
    What will the stars bring now...
    Will it be another time of hate...?
    Or will now this chance...
    Actually be love...
    Why won't the stars answer me?
    Until then...
    Let me lie to you about how I feel,
    And accept the half that craves to be hurt again...