• Oct 11

    Later.

    After returning to my room I started the book. It had something to do with vampires. One of those gothic horrors. The story its self was vary sad, I took pity on the monster. It seemed that he was looking for a lost love. And he would stop at nothing to get her back. Not even death could keep her from him.
    After reading so many chapters I thought that tea sounded nice. I set the book down and turned to find the maid had already brought me some. She looked quite flushed and I thought her to be ill.
    I went to take the tray from her and she giggled. Then it hit me. Her and her master had been at it.
    If mother thinks I’m going to marry him she’s mistaken, I wont spend my life with someone that cant keep it in his pants.

    I thanked her for the tea and she left. I pour some tea and start up with my reading. Then there’s a light nock on the door. Jack walks in with his hair slightly messy and his suite some what the same.

    “can I help you?” I asked why setting down my book once again.

    “I thought we could have tea together.” He looked me straight in the eye as he moved to pour him self a cup.
    Ten minutes go by with out a word.

    “Anything you would like to talk about?” I finally broke the silence.

    “Not really. I just enjoy having tea with lovely women of curse.” As he talks he looks from me to the window. What a jackass my heart can not be won so easily with his pretty words. I try to take up reading once more but he starts to talk.
    We talk for an hour or so about many things. He was quite intelligent and held good conversation.

    “Well I should see what’s for dinner.” he said why standing up. At that point I didn’t want him to go.

    “I shall come with you then.” How stupid did I sound. I might as well have ran to his side and try to hang on his arm.
    He broke my train of thought with a light kiss on the cheek. I’m sure I trued many different shades of red because he gave me a surprised look when he pulled away.

    “Should I just take you back to my room?”

    And there went that lovely afternoon. I gave him a look and he just laugh.

    “I’ll take that as a no not just yet.” He said between giggles. I thought I could kill him right then and there. But then I would have to fuggier out where to bury the body and mother would be flurries if I ruined Christmas because I was in jail.
    As jack left I looked out the window. I longed to walk out on the street that was just beyond the garden under my window.

    I jumped back from the window when I realized that the man from my dreams was sitting in the garden. I thought I might faint, my heart was racing and my lungs felt like they were closing up on me. I slowly made my way back to the window but the man I saw was gone.

    When ever I see this mystery man I feel a bit crazy. I wonder if its my mind playing with me or if I’m hoping that the man will take me far from this place.

    I didn’t want to dwell on it so I went back to reading. I finished the book some where between seven and seven thirty. Mother came to tell me that there was going to be a Halloween party and to look my best.
    Wonderful I might be able to slip out for a few hours and see some of London why I’m here.


    More to come… heart