I'm thinking that since things never go the way I want them to.. That maybe I should stop trying to do things that I want.... Like having a gf? Maybe if I don't get excited about having someone special to me and just automatically assume that they are just going to push me away no matter what I do or say. Yeah, I got carried away with mah' new gf and now I'm stuck having to 'start over'. Some peeps get so hurt in their lives and fold onto crap way too long. You never know when someone special will come along, no? So why hold onto so much baggage? Oh well, needed to vent abit. Laters!
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