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I know I just recently wrote about the day's events, but little did I know that the most important ones would come later. First of all, I told Tuffy how I really felt about Crayon. She seemed okay at the time, but I was proved wrong later that night. Fortunately, Jools came at that time and distracted me from Tuffy. We went to her place where I told her about my feels for the two women. I was glad to let it all out to someone. She gave me some very good advice and I thanked her for listening. Then came the most difficult part of my night.

I encountered Tuffy outside and knew she was not safe. I found that she was drunk and she soon professed her undying love for me. I couldn't believe it. I thought I had convinced her that nothing would happen. I told her again that I loved Crayon and I walked her home. From then on...it was one temptation after another. She can be so aggressive and alluring, I suppose that's part of what I really loved about her. It was difficult to leave her house. In fact, it was much too difficult to leave her house. Have I made the wrong decision? I can only seem to think of her right now, even though Crayon is sleeping only a few feet away. Yet, I have stared into the dark chasm of temptation and I have walked away. Surely that must mean something. Why do I suddenly feel so alone?