Either I have to be someone's lover, or they'll never talk to me again. I can't have friends, it seems. "Do you love him? Do you love me? Do you still want to be with me?" What the hell is this?! Why does it have to be either one extreme or the other?! GodDAMN it! Can't I have friends?! I can't talk amicably to someone without either being accused of cheating or having the other party feel like I'm leading him OR HER on! This is f*cking ridiculous. This is... f*cking... ridiculous. I'm in love with Sagi. I'm dating Sagi. There is nobody else for me. NOBODY. Why is it that I'm being pushed into this situation. THERE ARE NO ANSWERS I NEED FROM YOU, ROWE! I'm sorry. I shouldn't have yelled. I'm just so very, very frustrated...
Bleeding Apocalypse · Mon Mar 14, 2005 @ 02:19pm · 2 Comments |