I can take the hint. I'm good at that sort of thing. Sometimes I go into denial the first time, and once the second hint rolls around, I get it. So for once I'm going to lay off. Surprisingly, it pains me to do so. Not once did I expect I could... freak out so badly. This isn't supposed to be a big deal. He's just another guy. Oh well. It's my fault, you know. It always has been. I need to just stop it. Stop it all. Bury my face in my books and homework and just stop caring about people. Stop talking to people. Stop getting attached to people! Especially people I don't know. And especially guys. I hate guys. Sure, they're great in your mental world. Fantasies are always better than the real thing. Which is why I should read. Read and read and read. xp
Cause I'm done.
 the_original_demongal · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 05:11am · 2 Comments |
